The Love Letter I Deserve

A declaration of Love and Admiration that no one else can give

This is your reward for all the love and nurturing you’ve given yourself while creating something so dear to your heart. Although you find deep pleasure in being praised for being an inspiration, you are overdue to be showered with admiration for consistency, ambition, and optimism. Wow, you have truly been utilizing your time on this Earth wisely. Look at the mistakes you’ve made, all the rejections you’ve chased with your head high and chest out. The moments that you wished would last forever quickly became the embarrassing scenarios you replay in your mind for the quick wakeup call to remind yourself of what you have grown from.

You’re so much better than a lot of the people and circumstances you once believed you deserved. Currently, you’re experiencing a culmination of daily choices and habits that once seemed out of reach and unrealistic. It is truly amazing what the body and mind can create when they collaborate positively. It’s more complicated than simply “putting your mind to it” and you are living proof of that. You are poised and focused more now than ever. Can you hear that? The faint rhythm of applause from all the past versions of yourself is getting louder, drowning out the static of the doubt that keeps spinning the block. 

Just like those wack ass EXperiMENts, that gets no attention or play anymore. The program is strict, the standards are astronomical, and the requirements are specific enough to weed out who is worth your time and who is going to waste it. You are selfish as fuck, and I like how it looks on you. You’ve exchanged a plethora of relationships for this level of peace and success. You don’t make it look easy; you’ve made it look doable. I look forward to witnessing how much higher you take things. Keep loving yourself first and telling the stars your secrets. I am rooting for you. 

All My Love, 

Me